So, today sucked. I wake up every morning with a smile on my face and a good perspective in my head! As the day begins, it slowly starts to fade... at least these days.
I had a breakdown at work today. In the middle of a meeting. We were talking about work related stuff, about people making mistakes. And... my whole life just flashed before my eyes in that instant.
When I say I had a breakdown, I mean, ran to the bathroom, hardcore started crying, went to my car, drove for half an hour, couldn't stop the tears.
My mental health is so fucked right now. I'm seriously all over the place. One second I'm happy as fuck, bouncing off the walls with joy; the next second I'm raging angry about something or another. One second I'm in love, the next I'm in hate. Like... I'm just all over the place! I wish I knew how to keep my emotions on check.
I'm tired now. Goodnight.
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