Today was a good day. Well, a better day than yesterday, anyway.
I think I'm ready now to be alone. I think I've decided that it's time to heal and be by myself. I've deleted my plenty of fish account (I know, I know...). I've deleted many phone numbers. I'm really not sure what changed between yesterday and today, but something did.
Today, I woke up feeling a sense of peace. A sense of happiness. A sense of contentment. I'm not sure what's going to happen to those feelings once Andrew leaves to go back to his dad's. I'll just have to see. I need to find something to keep my busy. A hobby. Maybe exercise? It should be exercise, actually. I've gained 5 pounds this year already. That's neither here nor there.
The point is, it's time. I'm ready. I'm feeling strong and happy and ready. Bring it on.
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