Today, I hurt.
I wish I could pinpoint exactly why. After being broken up for 3 weeks, you'd think it would get easier. Well, it's not. It seems to be getting increasingly difficult being without you.
I cry. And I don't like crying. But everytime I think of you, I cry. I can't force you to want me, I know that. I thought we were so great. You complimented me so well! You helped ground me. You gave me life. I loved you...
Who am I kidding. I love you.
I just want you back. I know you have things to take care of, and I'm trying to respect that. I'm having a lot of difficulty in doing so.
I'm sorry I'm so difficult. I'm sorry if I'm not giving you what you need. It's hard, because what you need is the complete opposite of what I need. You need your space. I need you next to me.
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