I just don't get it.
Online dating is SO stupid. It's like... It's so full of shallow assholes. They all want this woman with the picture perfect body, the wrinkle free skin, the non-grey hair. They want someone with huge tits and a 32" waist. Maybe smaller? I don't know what "normal" is. They want someone with no so-called baggage. They're just so fucking dumb!
And then there's me. My body is far from perfect, although happy with who I am. I've got wrinkles, and I'm starting to notice them. Grey hair? Please, I've had it for 8 years, and I love EVERY SINGLE ONE. My waist ain't 32" and I've got a ton of baggage. I am a normal woman! But no one goes past what they see.
No one looks underneath the skin. That sounds weird and sadistic, but it's not. What I mean is, everyone thinks beauty is only skin deep. Am I shallow? Sure. I have standards. But I also take the time and look beyond.
What people don't see about me is my heart. I will randomly buy someone a meal, or give a homeless person whatever cash I have on me. I donate blood as often as I can. Hell, I want to donate a kidney! I would do anything for anyone else.
I volunteer regularly. I am THE most friendly person you'll ever meet! I have a huge heart, and love unconditionally. My son is my world, and I've gone without many time to ensure that he has everything he needs. I will continue to do that until the day I die.
There are so many things about me that people won't take the time to know, because I'm not "picture perfect". But you know what? I am my best version of myself, and that's all I want.
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