Light in the distance.

Lordie, lordie!  I'm so into City and Colour lately!  I'm finding myself questioning WHY I haven't been listening to the beautiful, musical poetry that is Dallas Green!

Anyway, this is, like, my favorite song right now.  Maybe sounds a little depressing, and it kinda is.  But yesterday, it just SPOKE to me.  I was leaving counselling, and we had been talking about the light at the end of the tunnel, so to speak - finding me, decided what and who I want to be when I'm 'better'.  So, this song, "Two Coins", was the song that was on my iPod when I turned my car on.  And the line that stood out the most to me was:

I've always been dark, with light somewhere in the distance.

Those who truly know me (very few of you do) know how I am - bright, bubble, happy, excited, hyper, yappy!  I want to be that girl again, and I want to be that girl ALL the time, around everyone!  Not just the few who actually know me.

So, that darkness that's always surrounded me - it's going to disappear.  And the light will shine through.  No more light in the distance.