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Monday, November 21, 2011

Heartbroken :(

Chris and I were arguing, and Andrew over heard everything.  He heard me tell Chris that I don't want a child, I want a man.  Well, he ran into his room, upset!  Then, he came out of his room a few minutes later, and ignored me.  I finally pulled him aside and asked him what's wrong.  He says, "Mommy, maybe I heard it wrong, I don't know, but I heard you tell Daddy you don't want a child."  I burst into tears (and am still tearing up), thinking that he thought he was no longer wanted!  I said to him, "Oh, honey, I'm so sorry!  Of course I want you!  You are the greatest thing that has ever happened to me, and I would never want you to go anywhere."  I had a good cry, and we hugged and kissed...  What a horrible, horrible feeling that must have been :(

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