Or maybe for the first time?
I have been in quite the slump for the past little bit. Okay. For the past quite awhile. No little bit about it. I've been walking around with my head down low, watching my feet as I move. I've been trying to impress people that, really, I don't give a shit about. I've been being some outside version of myself that I don't know anymore.
I don't want to mold myself into someone I'm not. I want to figure out who I AM. Not who someone wants me to be.
I know that I love music. But I don't think it would be possible for music to define me. Or could it?
I listen to everything. Some days, I like country. Some days, it fucking annoys the crap out of me. Some days I feel like listening to depressing music. Some days it's ska, or hard rock, or heavy metal, or orchastra! Does this mean I am unwilling to settle? Because I feel pretty settled. Maybe it means that I am a flake! Perhaps, I tend to be kind of flaky. Maybe it means I have a wide variety of interests?
Anyway, I don't have time to sit here and define myself right now. So, enjoy this song that has inspired me to better myself in every way possible! To make me happy, and not anyone else.
Like me, you just crave variety. Nothing wrong with that. I think if someone is willing to have an open mind and an open heart, that's the best way they can define themselves. Simple yet ecclectic.
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