Neglect!

I apologize.  I feel like a man who slept with a woman and never called her again.  Just kidding!  It's only been a couple of days since my first post, and, frankly, I don't think anyone reads this anyways!
What I really want to talk about is weddings.  I cannot wait until the day I walk down the aisle to the man of my dreams, and say I do.  We have been engaged for almost three years and, on April 7, we will have been together for six years.  I believe that a long engagement is great, but this is getting ridiculous!  We have set a date of October 8, 2011, Thanksgiving weekend.  He wants a big wedding, with liquor, a big hall, food for everyone, invite like 100 people, things like that.  
I don't know if that's what I want.  I think I want a small wedding.  Something in the park or my mother-in-laws backyard.  Invite about 30 or 40 people.  Go out for supper or have a BBQ afterwards!  I think that's what I want.  It will cost less, be less stressful.  Then we may actually be able to afford to go on a honeymoon!
I know for sure that I want to marry him.  I am excited to spend the rest of my life with him.  I can't wait to buy our first house as a married couple, to go on vacations, and call him my husband, to own our own business, and to live together forever.  But I want this wedding MY way.  Of course, I am willing to compromise on a lot of things.  However, when I start talking to him about something (ie: flowers), he just doesn't care!  So if he doesn't care, why doesn't he just let me plan it?
Love you, baby!  I can't wait to be Mrs. Kotlar :)